The Dragon's Den

 well a quick update, been horribly sick lately, current got a massive headache and nausea. i've been on SL a lot more lately... which of course is raping my internets :V if anyone does wanna meet up on there feel free to adds me as Kotetsu Rexen

 Well I've been on my new pills for 5 days now, for anyone who is interested i'm taking Lexapro 10mg

Its turned me around, i'm eating less i'm better around people, polite, i'm starting to change my image.

I just feel...different? Well i guess different doesn't have to be bad all the time...

 Well its getting easier, over the last 2 days only had 10 smokes, so i'm feeling more confident as i go.

 

Also today is the day i go to the doctor's and see if i can get some anti depressants x.-.x

 Wow i haven't been on here in ages x.-.x
Well first off for the last 2-3 weeks i've been attempting to quit smoking, and its working, i've managed to cut down from a smoke every 30 min or so to a smoke every 3 hours, hell i even got to 5 hours the other day. The downside to this is i have become increadibly cranky and a little depressed.
My parents have started to notice the signs of depression in me and wanna drag me to a GP to get "something to make you lighter"

Job hunting isn't going well and i'm starting to seriously consider going for a carer position dealing with disabled indiviuals. i mean i have the experiance from living with and visiting my brother James so it shouldn't be hard, i just need to find something to have any income.

Well catch ya later 
~Ko

 Marinated Mushrooms, breadsticks and two types of cheese (camembert and cheddar) make sad dragons into HAPPY DRAGONS :D

1. I has a proof of age card nao :O
2. I bought a my first alcoholic beverage today
3. i have a bag of biltong
4. I love Biltong <3

well i should have guessed...

Well, i'm finally turning 18 on thursday. Not sure how to react to it to be honest, all my life it had seemed like it would be such a big day, some sort of monumental, life changing event.But now that i'm so close to it... it seems more and more like it'll be a regular day. But now more than ever i fear what the future holds for me.

Well i guess thats my deep thoughts for now.

The second perpose of this post was to see if anyone wanted to hang out, or even host something. I don't have a POA card (proof of age), and i have absolutly no money to buy stuff/booze. So clubbing is kinda out the pic at this point, but i think really what i would like is to hang out with some of the furs. So if anyone is interested in getting together on thursday, or hell hosting an impromto get together at their place comment or something, when it gets closer to the day i might post something about it in Perthfurs.

Wenis - the skin on your elbow!

I had fun today, even though i thought i might not be able to. Me and lockie went to cotteslo beach, were we found absolutly BBQs, Later we met up with MadManMarkAU for a fun 2-3hours of swimming and fucking around x3, it was great.
Eventually we moved to South Freo beach, very near to Mel's were i knew there were BBQs and we cooked up the sausages i brought a ton of onions and nommed the hell out of them with our handy 3 or so packs of buns :3
We sat there for a good while eating and chatting about all sorts, for i dunno? a few hours at least. Eventually it started to get dark and we decided to head home, and after a rather funny incident with a public toilet we dropped MadManMarkAU at the freo trainstation and Lockie dropped me home.

To all of you who didn't come, well i think you missed out on a really good atmosphere and a really nice day :P

~Ko~

PS. I may have gotten a tiny bit sunburnt >.-.> my skin hurts x3

DELICIOUS MUSHROOMS ARE DELICOUS

Well shit. and i thought i was going to enjoy tomorrow TT.-.TT , damn.

I just ate a plate full of mushrooms tho :3 delicious

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Well Happy New year guys :3

I spent the night at Sakura and Jeff's dorm on the ECU campus where Farf and Raff are staying, it was fun, Aion came along, aswell as a bunch of others. In the end Sakura had to put his foot down otherwise there would have been no room left x3. I picked up the Green husky set (For my other fursona... the one none of you know about :P) from Gilligan earlier the same day and i love it <3 Best $50 i ever spent x3, the paws got passed around a bit too 8D. Thanks again Gilli for stopping by so i could grab them off you.

Spent this morning searching my room for my dad's 2 osciloscopes (my room is actually partly the storage room so a corner is full of boxes x3

Either way that enough from me, and him....
Him being me....
Yes me again, I'm brilliant!

~Bu - Neon Husky~

BTW I got bored on garrys mod the other day : warning NSFW
( The result of boredom )

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I really dislike christmas, and i still reckon the only good part is the gifts, even then i feel anything over 10-20$ is a bit much.
I just don'[t like the horrible crowds in the city and the over commercialisation to be honest. Everyone always seems to get the damn holiday wrong. Its not a time to go out and waste fucktons of money on gifts its a time to get together with family or friends and enjoy yourself. Today me and the family went up to Anne-marie and Peters (They used to be my brother James'es carers and are good family friends) place all the way up in Chittering. it was a hell long drive but it was nice to sit down, watch a bit of TV and have a nice lunch together. It seems a common thing to most but in my view when is the last time you can say that you sat wth your family for a nice lunch....

Oh well. Either way, my Mum and Dad got me a rather nice woodworking book with various projects that i'm just itching to make :D
My eldest brother got me that CJ7 movie (from the guys who made Kung Fu Hustle) which i can't wait to sit down and watch and My sister gave me this beautiful white goblet with a blue dragon on it :3 So it was all in all a nice surprise ( i was actually expecting pretty much nothing x3 Plus nobody was put out like more than $20)

Still a little irritated at this whole Christmas thing tho :|

Calm, i have so much of it right now, so very happy and simply calm with the world. Met my friend Aion Drake who is visiting from central coast Sydney (i think D:) and had a great time, due to the lateness of his arrival we really couldn't come up the to stirling gardens picnic meet, but i don't mind, he came back and hng out in my room till 8 then i was sad to have him go back home D:

Seem to me life is coming back together for me, and i'm managing to fix the things i was scared of trying to fix. My family treats me as a human being and i'm happy :3

Also i went to my sister's graduation ceremony yesterday and got COMPLETELY bored off my tits at all the speeches, but i think it was worth it all to see her smile as she walked onto the stage to collect the result of all her hard work. She has crammed 6 years of study into 4 and survived. I'd never say it to her face... but i'm really really proud of her =)

See ya later fuzzies i'm off to sleep to rest, perchance to dream! x3
~Ko~

When the whole world seems to be crashing down around you

my sister passed her final exams and is now Dr Jennifer Lee, so we all went out of dinner last night to a nice little Chinese Restaurant in maddington. We had a lovely dinner and i even dressed up smart x3 I doubt any of you have actually seen me looking smart and clean, i'll have to dress up for a meet sometime :D

But either way we had a lovely dinner and at the end of it my parents gave Jen a surprise gift an amazing necklace that is just sooooooo her it was goregous, the stones are black but arn't obsidian i don;t think apparently its citrarene or something. :3 Mark (Kitt) snapped some photos and i might post them later. :3

see ya fuzzies